Why the FUCK is it so damn hard to stay happy?
eat the food,
do the exercise,
attempt the sleep...
So why the FUCK am I not FUCKING happy!?!?
What is the cheat code to being content?
My head MUST be full of mush, garbage,...
Goop.........

Gotta find a WAY OUT.....

If it's irreversible,
maybe I can change it...

S